To learn more on DTTC read this tutorial by Dr. Edythe Strand

To learn more on DTTC read this tutorial by Dr. Edythe Strand

It’s been two years since Ashlynn was first identified as having CAS. She is now almost 5. At her first IEP meeting, I remember praying that she would talk. If she would just talk, everything would be okay.
Last year, she was talking, but they explained she had a hard time fitting in with her peer group. She would tend to just repeat what others said, but she was at least “staying in the game” with this strategy. At that meeting, I remember they also said they were concerned with her attention. At one of the parent teacher conferences last year, they told me she couldn’t identify the letters of her name. I worked on it every night. I bought letter puzzles, alphabet cards, and we practiced identifying the letters of her name and sequencing them.
This year, she can identify ALL the letters of her name. She notices them on billboards and store signs. She has this down….it’s just she has 20 more letters to learn before she goes to Kindergarten next year. Sweet Jesus, why do babies need to know so much so early now!!
They remain concerned with her attention. It doesn’t really look like ADHD, but maybe it’s something we need to look at later. Oh, and then there is the cognitive test. They want one of those in the Spring too. I don’t want a cognitive test. My immediate reaction is “no.” However, Deb, her private SLP and my friend pointed out that I should find out the reason they want the test. If they want it to determine a label….no. If they want it to find out other information to help her programming, maybe.
I’m just worried because with her difficulties with fine motor skills, speech and language, and visual motor…..I know the score is going to come out low, and quite frankly, I can’t look at that right now. Maybe I’m in denial, but I just don’t see how they can get an accurate score when she has so many difficulties that could influence it right now.
Another issue I was flabbergasted to learn, was that Ashlylnn can’t categorize. This is where children identify items based on similarities. They sort items. I clarified if they tested her receptively so she didn’t have to name them. They did. The school SLP said she had three categories: clothing, toys, and food and she didn’t categorize them correctly. They did say attention could have been a factor, but then I took her to private SLP and she confirmed it. Seriously?? I just did an activity this summer that she rocked it. Sigh. I don’t know why she’s not transferring it, but I can’t believe I have another basic skill that we need to work on.
Her goal to sequence pictures was not met. I knew this though. She simply doesn’t look at the pictures and their details to realize what comes first, second, or third. I need to work on that.
And this folks is why even after attending probably hundreds of IEP meetings in my career, I absolutely LOATHE them when it’s my own kid. Despite all of the positives ( oh did I mention she’s asking questions and socializing with peers), I have to hear all of the problems. All of the things I need to work on and my shoulders feel so heavy. Despite this though, I have to pull on my big girl panties and attack it. I have to put aside my fears and just step one foot in front of the other.
I’m choosing to think about ALL the gains she’s made in PT and OT recently. The PT said she could navigate ALL the playground equipment now like any other kid, and even shows beginning swinging skills of pumping her legs that other kids her age don’t have yet. My husband beamed. This is his area. This is his hard work paying off.
Her legs and core are getting stronger. In private OT she just pedaled her Big Wheel for 14 consecutive rotations!! She fatigues, but she’s getting stronger.
Her power wheel that was too much to motor plan pushing the throttle AND steering…..well she’s doing both now on our sidewalk.
In private swim lessons she’s now holding her breath for 5 seconds while she kicks her legs for two laps straight before she tires. When I watch it, I cry because this girl almost drowned and she got right back up and attacks it. Every time. She attacks it.
If she attacks it, what excuse do I have? My husband says every goal we’ve made she meets. She does, it’s just so much work and it stresses me out. I’m terrified she’ll have dyslexia on top of all of her learning difficulties. I hate to see her struggle. She’s struggled all of her short life. When will she get a break?

To continue my September Specialty series, I want to introduce Merry. Merry is an amazing mom, and I wanted to feature a mother because in my opinion, parents are the experts on their child. I think it’s important professionals keep this in mind, so I’ll say it again.

Two years ago,
I found out my almost three year old first born had Childhood Apraxia of Speech (CAS). Despite being an SLP and treating CAS at the elementary level, I failed to recognize it in my baby.
It was a VERY difficult time filled with overwhelming sadness for my daughter and guilt as her mother…an SLP who didn’t realize she had CAS.
It rocked my world.
Not only did the dx devastate me, but her silence and struggle to speak was truly heartbreaking. You CANNOT appreciate how complex speech is until you watch a child struggle to speak.
I was sad and I was angry. I had a master’s degree in Speech/Language Pathology, but my education about CAS consisted of 20 short pages. Every time I think about this, write this, or say this, I can’t help but shake my head. This isn’t right.
I decided soon after I would become an expert in CAS and I would help not only my daughter, but other children who were the same. I had NO idea how I was going to do this. I researched like crazy. I found out a national Apraxia conference was coming to Denver the next year. I took it as a sign. I signed up for webinars. I created a binder full of CAS treatment and research. I watched a three hour Kaufman video at my private practice. I talked to my cousin who is also an SLP, and she said she had two videos from David Hammer and Ruth Stoeckel I could borrow. I devoured them. I expressed my desire to specialize in CAS to my clinical director. She didn’t blink. I had her full support 100%.
After attending the Apraxia National Convention, I found out about an apraxia bootcamp. I wanted in. I talked to the founder of CASANA, and she explained it was highly competitive. The wind kinda went out of my sails. She still encouraged me to apply, but I didn’t feel confident. The clinical director at my private practice started filtering the kids with apraxia to me. Her faith in me was affirming, and I was more determined than ever.
Then, I found out I got in. I was a mix of emotions. This is what I wanted, but it also meant leaving my family for FOUR days. Being without my babies, my heart, would be hard…..but I absolutely believed in this cause. I was going to go, but…. I had never flown alone. I had never been to the East Coast. I had never left my babies for this long. I read a quote, “if it’s both terrifying and amazing, then you should definitely pursue it.” Check and check. Its “go time” as my daughter would say.
Then today, a little over two years after my affirmation, I received this.
CONGRATULATIONS go to Laura Smith for successfully completing her case study and now being:
CASANA Recognized for Advanced Training and Expertise in Childhood Apraxia of Speech.“
I AM an apraxia expert, recognized by CASANA for advanced expertise. I am elated. The road here was difficult, but amazing. I once read that the definition of happiness is “the feeling we feel when striving toward our potential.”
When striving toward our potential. NOT when we achieve it. So here I am. What is my next goal? What is my NEXT potential? What am I striving toward? I have some ideas. Some small and some REALLY big.
One thing I’ve learned from Ashlynn though…a positive attitude, perseverance, and a willingness to fail and try again = success.

Today I welcome back Christie from MamaOT for Part II in our Q & A about sensory processing disorder! If you missed Part I, you can read about it here.

Today I’m thrilled to introduce Christie from MamaOT! Hi Christie! I’m a faithful follower of your blog and find your activities so easy, fun and practical to do at home! For my readers who don’t know you though, tell us a little bit about yourself, your background as an OT, and your family.